I was reading my last blog I posted and I will have to admit that I am really hard on my self more then I really should be. I make my self out to be this HUGE women who cant walk! Which is not the case at all. I work out 6 days a week and I have tried to run but I really Hate how everything jiggles and moves when I run so I decided not to do that for right now.
So the point of this blog is to list a few things I like about my self and I don't want you to think I am self absorbed but I am tired of hating and judging myself. I am always worried that all these people are looking at me and thinking all these horrible things, but this week I learned that is not the case at all.
My list...
1. My eyes. I have to say that I have great eyes! I have awesome eye lashes that I have been blessed with.
2. My smile. I would have to thank my mother for my smile and my mother is a beautiful women!!
3. My legs, I really don't mind being short it is who I am and there is nothing I can change about that, but for a big girl I have nice legs.
4. I like my curves of my hips and butt. I like my pants fitting me and my husband is happy I am not all stick (:
5. My boobies!! I am glad to have a good set of girls, they are a bit saggy right now from having kids but nothing a little nip and tuck wont fix. I am just glad I can where shirts and feel it out like it is meant to be.
6. Last things is my feet, I know it is crazy but I think they are perfect not to big not to small and I like my heart tattoo I have on my foot.
I have things I need to work on and I am working hard and I know in time my list will get longer. I am going to try and work on the thoughts I have about myself and stop comparing myself to others because I am my own person and I have my own looks. I will never be tall so why wish for something that wont happen, I will never have small a small butt or hips but neither did Marylin Monroe and she was of the sexiest women alive. The more I accept who I am then the happier I will be and the sexier I will feel!!!
Friday, June 8, 2012
Sunday, June 3, 2012
I want to be...
I want to be beautiful,gorgeous,breath taking and sexy. Is that to much to ask for?? I don't think so!
Last night I was laying next to Hubby who was in a deep sleep and I was just in aw of him. He has gotten better looking with age. He has a perfect nose and his lips mm mm and if you know me you know what I am thinking! He has lost some hair but he shaves his head so you wouldn't know . He has grown out a beard and it just make him look better and there is a bit of grey in it ( which he doesn't believe) but I find it sexy because it just shows we are growing older together. When we first met he was a little heavy and wore this big glasses and he was quite. Then he met me, this crazy loud girl who offered him her piece of pizza that she didn't want ( true story) He looked at me like I was crazy. It took over a year for us to get together but we were friends in the mean time.
Anyways I always dated bigger guys because well not very many " buff" guys would even give a second look. I was this short, heavy set girl with big boobs and a big mouth to match and not very many guys like how I how spoke my mind Till Hubby. I had some confidence, and I like how I looked to a point and I wasn't mean to my self, but now I look at my self and I truly cant stand what I see. I have more stretch marks then a road map, my boobs are saggy and my milk will not dry up and lets not even talk about my ass.
Almost 10 years later I am married to a very sexy fit man who has the love of working out the blessing of dropping weight with no problem he gets better looking while I just become soft and saggy. He has no idea how good looking he is, he gets hit on ALL THE TIME!!! Thank goodness he doesn't notice.
I am back on Weight Watchers and I am at the gym 6 days a week and I am tanning ( in hopes to hide some of the stretch marks). I have lost only oh 6 pounds in a month, which I am not very happy about. I have so many things I want to do with him and the kids but I cant till I lose this weight. I want to go to Vegas and go backpacking and do a Zip Line and maybe sky dive. I want to learn how to scuba dive and the list goes on and on. I want our life full of fun!!
I just want to be beautiful for my self and for him. He doesn't get that there are times he walks in and I cant breath because he looks so sexy and the way he holds him self now. He has come a ways since the first time I met him. No wander he gets hit on.
I just feel beautiful, gorgeous,breath taking and sexy. I want to stop him in his tracks like he does me, I want to catch him staring at me or cant keep his hands off of me. I want him in aw of me...
Last night I was laying next to Hubby who was in a deep sleep and I was just in aw of him. He has gotten better looking with age. He has a perfect nose and his lips mm mm and if you know me you know what I am thinking! He has lost some hair but he shaves his head so you wouldn't know . He has grown out a beard and it just make him look better and there is a bit of grey in it ( which he doesn't believe) but I find it sexy because it just shows we are growing older together. When we first met he was a little heavy and wore this big glasses and he was quite. Then he met me, this crazy loud girl who offered him her piece of pizza that she didn't want ( true story) He looked at me like I was crazy. It took over a year for us to get together but we were friends in the mean time.
Anyways I always dated bigger guys because well not very many " buff" guys would even give a second look. I was this short, heavy set girl with big boobs and a big mouth to match and not very many guys like how I how spoke my mind Till Hubby. I had some confidence, and I like how I looked to a point and I wasn't mean to my self, but now I look at my self and I truly cant stand what I see. I have more stretch marks then a road map, my boobs are saggy and my milk will not dry up and lets not even talk about my ass.
Almost 10 years later I am married to a very sexy fit man who has the love of working out the blessing of dropping weight with no problem he gets better looking while I just become soft and saggy. He has no idea how good looking he is, he gets hit on ALL THE TIME!!! Thank goodness he doesn't notice.
I am back on Weight Watchers and I am at the gym 6 days a week and I am tanning ( in hopes to hide some of the stretch marks). I have lost only oh 6 pounds in a month, which I am not very happy about. I have so many things I want to do with him and the kids but I cant till I lose this weight. I want to go to Vegas and go backpacking and do a Zip Line and maybe sky dive. I want to learn how to scuba dive and the list goes on and on. I want our life full of fun!!
I just want to be beautiful for my self and for him. He doesn't get that there are times he walks in and I cant breath because he looks so sexy and the way he holds him self now. He has come a ways since the first time I met him. No wander he gets hit on.
I just feel beautiful, gorgeous,breath taking and sexy. I want to stop him in his tracks like he does me, I want to catch him staring at me or cant keep his hands off of me. I want him in aw of me...
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