SO SO...

So still no computer, so I'm using my hubby's phone. Things have been so so, I don't have any time to do anything else , I never see Thomas, I work on his days off. I never see my bestie either. I am thankful for my job but now I have no life. I have been trying to stay up beat, I have been reading my bible every night and that really has been helping. But when I'm alone I just feel like I'm drowning in my thoughts. I don't have enough money or time and I guess it getting to me. Feel like I'm missing out from my loved ones lives since I barley get to talk or see them. I hate it!! I guess that's life...