No Pain No Gain

So i went to the work out and all in all it was really good. Laura was super nice and she showed me how to do everything. I even did like 7 sit ups hahahah me do a sit up i was so proud of my self and then I did like 15 squats wow I cant really move. I am going to go again and really try to stick with it!! Amanda did really good to I was so proud of her. I am glad that we are doing this together. We are suppose to go and pick out something to wear for my birthday on Saturday and it going to be fun to try on clothes with my legs feeling like this!!
So tomorrow I am going to do more sit ups and push ups and we will see how my legs feel on Saturday and I may do some squats. well that is it for now....

TODAY.....

so all day so far I have been trying to come up with some sad reason not to go to the Cross fit work out and I am so stupid for wanting to get out of it before I have even tried it. So today is the big day. I am about to get around and get some cleaning done and then drop the hubby off at work and then off to Amanda's for the work out!!! OH BOY!!!!!! well I will let you know how it went....

There is always tomorrow!

well I have not been eating all to good the past couple of days, I am not gone over board or anything I just have not mad very good choices, but there is always tomorrow. I am going to go the work out class with the girls and let me tell you I am so sick to my stomach about this, I am so worried that I am going to look stupid or make a fool out of my self. I need to stop being so scared and just do it. I am so tired of fear ruling my life, so i guess I am doing to it to one try and be healthy and also to show my self that I am worth the time. I keep reminding my self that my 2 best friends will be there right by my side and that I am not alone. So we will see how it goes...