So Valentine day is in a couple of days and my husband has to work that day so I thought me and the bestie could go out and do something but her dad takes her out and I really don't want her dad to be alone with the kids on Valentines day, so I was just going to hang out with my son and do nothing like I have oh the past couple of years but instead my very loving husband asked me to go out!! WOW I know right?? I was in a little bit of a shock but then I went all stupid trying to get out of going out on Saturday since there is going to be so many people out and I had hurt his feelings and that made me feel horrible. I don't know what was wrong with me this the stuff I have been begging him to do for me but here I am thinking about how many people are going to be out! I don't know what is wrong with me sometimes, so of course I told him we could go out and I think it will be really good for us. Since he has gone to midnights things have gotten so much better with us. He even helped me with dinner tonight which it took everything in me not to redo the salad, Heather it is lettuce not rock sciences who care what it looks like! So as I am saying that to my self i realized what is wrong with me... I feel like I have to control everything and I really don't know why, It hit me today when Amanda brought up the whole this is what you have been wanting from him. It wasn't they way I would have done it. Of course it not they way I would have done it He is not me! So I am going to try really hard on this problem I have. I don't want to hurt his feeling that is the last thing I want to do. My husband can be an ass just like most men out there but that man loves me with everything he has and that is what counts not how he asks me out on a date or if he picks me up a stuff animal. It is the fact that he was thinking about me.
So on Saturday I am going to wear a cute outfit that I have been dying to wear and go out with the man of my dreams with all the other crazy people in love!
Have a wonderful Valentines Day!!!
