Monday

So I am really looking forward to Monday!! Me and my wonderful hubby and my best friend are going to do weight watchers, You may be asking why wait well I have to go grocery shopping LOL!!! My best friend has already started it but it good to know I have her as a support and my hubby. We have done weight watchers before and lost weight but we let life get a hold of us and forgot about taking care of ourselves so it is now time to do something about it. I lost almost 30 pounds the last time I did it and I felt great I was walking everyday and I had so much energy and I am really looking forward to feeling good again. My biggest down fall will be my coke!! I love me some coke (: but I can do this, I want to do this!!!! I am ready to have another baby and I want to enjoy being pregnant I don't want to have to worry about my blood pressure or anything like that so I can give up my coke for my future child! I have a realistic goal and then I have my i really want to get down to that weight goal!!! Something I have to remind myself is it took me 8 years to put all this weight on it going to take longer then 8 days to get it off!! I am ready to take this challenge on!!! I am ready for this change!!!!

Change

Today is January 1,2010 and not only is it a new year it is a begging of a new decade and I am ready for some changes. This past week has really opened my eyes to certain things in my life that I do not like at all! So much has happened these past 10 years that I am grateful for and sad about. I am ready for the next ten years of my life with the people that are truly my friends and family. I am done living for other people, I am done worrying about what they think about me they are not who I have to answer too. I am glad for the things that have unfolded in front of me this week and that my eyes and heart are really open. It makes me love my husband and son even more then I have. I am blessed to have a wonderful marriage and a great little boy. I know that my faith is strong and nothing can break that. I am going to surround my self around people that build me up not break me down and that don't make me feel like I am not doing the right thing. With God on my side I am going to take control of my life. I am going to do what is right for me and my family! I know that I am a strong women that has worried to much about what people think about me I am beautiful and loving and I have so much to offer to people who really care for me. So bring on 2010!!!!