I am really looking forward to this week to be over already! Thursday is Thomas and I 7Th wedding anniversary!! Then on Friday we are going to go to Six Flags with some friends and just have a great weekend. Then Easter we are going to go the lake with my parents and relax, because Monday I am going in to have my tonsils taken out. I have been having a really hard time with this because I am so scared that something is going to go wrong. I know that I am in Gods hands and that he will guide the doctor and everything will be fine, but I still cant help feel like this.
My life is perfect! I have a wonderful husband and an amazing son. Loving parents and wonderful friends! I am not ready to leave them in anyway. The thought of never being held by Thomas or hearing Elijah say Momma I love you, breaks my heart and I can't breath. I enjoy everything about my life. God has truly blessed me with so much love.
I know that I am being crazy and ridiculous but it just scares me. I need this surgery because I am always sick and so I have no option on saying no on having the surgery. So I need you to please pray for me that I can have peace of mind and that everything goes OK next Monday.
I will not be on for a while because I am going to be down for a while after the surgery and apparently in a lot of pain! So I will give an update as soon as I can.
I pray that everyone has a wonderful Easter!!
I will keep you in my prayers. Relax and hand your worries to God. Write them down, tie a ribbon on them, then hand them to God. He will carry you thru your surgery and bring you home to your family.
ReplyDeleteI try to picture myself cradled in Gods hands as I head in to surgery. Imagery learned for childbirth works for other stuff too :)