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I think I have decided to go back to school! and I am kind of freaking out because well I have NEVER been good with school but I am ready to do something with my life, not that staying home with my son isn't important but I am thinking about our future. What if something happens to Thomas? I will need to do something to provide for my son and well I want me and Thomas and our children to have a good life, so I think I am going to go to school to become a Nurse. It is going to take a while but I think in the end it will be more then worth it. I just hope I don't talk my self out of doing this...