We are having a hard time coming up with a name for the baby. We just can not come up with something we both like. Elijah was easy to name, his name was picked out when we were dating, so when we found out we were having a boy we just knew. We love the name Elijah, it means Warrior of God, we also loved it because Elijah called fire down from heaven and he never died in the bible. His name is a strong name and has great meaning behind it... Of course his name fits him perfect!
So I have been reading the bible and looking up names and I can not come up with anything. Girls names have always been hard for me to think of because there are not very many girl names in the bible that I like and then also there are so many names over done when it comes to girls names and working at a daycare does not help any!! I know that I have plenty of time but I just want to pick a great name that has a great and strong meaning and that will fit the baby.
I love Caleb, I like Noah (hubby loves Noah), and we were thinking Titus but I am just not sure about that. I also like Ethan, Everette, and Copper but hubby really would like a bible name if it is a boy.
Girl names I like are Lily, Ava, Anna, Lauren and Katie... Just not really loving any of those names.
I also have a problem with worrying about what everyone else wants or likes. So I stress about that.
Whatever we name the baby I just want them to be proud of their name.
So if you have any ideas please let me know what you think!!!
Saturday, May 21, 2011
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Great News!!!
Hello Everyone!
I have not been on in a while and I have been doing fantastic!!!
I ended up not having my surgery because something else came up! I found out on my anniversary that I was pregnant!!!! I just stared at the test and was in complete shock and then it sank in and I ran out of the bathroom yelling " Thomas I AM PREGNANT!!" and of course I was crying. I was on cloud nine!
I am 9 weeks and I am due December 15,2011.
I have been sick and so tired but it is all worth it in the end. My levels stopped going around 7 weeks so they had to put me on some medicine to help my levels and they don't make me feel any better.
God is good! I finally gave it over to him and stopped worrying and he blessed us even more!
I am so excited and I can't wait to share more with you as the weeks go on!!!
I have not been on in a while and I have been doing fantastic!!!
I ended up not having my surgery because something else came up! I found out on my anniversary that I was pregnant!!!! I just stared at the test and was in complete shock and then it sank in and I ran out of the bathroom yelling " Thomas I AM PREGNANT!!" and of course I was crying. I was on cloud nine!
I am 9 weeks and I am due December 15,2011.
I have been sick and so tired but it is all worth it in the end. My levels stopped going around 7 weeks so they had to put me on some medicine to help my levels and they don't make me feel any better.
God is good! I finally gave it over to him and stopped worrying and he blessed us even more!
I am so excited and I can't wait to share more with you as the weeks go on!!!
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Needs Prayers...
I am really looking forward to this week to be over already! Thursday is Thomas and I 7Th wedding anniversary!! Then on Friday we are going to go to Six Flags with some friends and just have a great weekend. Then Easter we are going to go the lake with my parents and relax, because Monday I am going in to have my tonsils taken out. I have been having a really hard time with this because I am so scared that something is going to go wrong. I know that I am in Gods hands and that he will guide the doctor and everything will be fine, but I still cant help feel like this.
My life is perfect! I have a wonderful husband and an amazing son. Loving parents and wonderful friends! I am not ready to leave them in anyway. The thought of never being held by Thomas or hearing Elijah say Momma I love you, breaks my heart and I can't breath. I enjoy everything about my life. God has truly blessed me with so much love.
I know that I am being crazy and ridiculous but it just scares me. I need this surgery because I am always sick and so I have no option on saying no on having the surgery. So I need you to please pray for me that I can have peace of mind and that everything goes OK next Monday.
I will not be on for a while because I am going to be down for a while after the surgery and apparently in a lot of pain! So I will give an update as soon as I can.
I pray that everyone has a wonderful Easter!!
My life is perfect! I have a wonderful husband and an amazing son. Loving parents and wonderful friends! I am not ready to leave them in anyway. The thought of never being held by Thomas or hearing Elijah say Momma I love you, breaks my heart and I can't breath. I enjoy everything about my life. God has truly blessed me with so much love.
I know that I am being crazy and ridiculous but it just scares me. I need this surgery because I am always sick and so I have no option on saying no on having the surgery. So I need you to please pray for me that I can have peace of mind and that everything goes OK next Monday.
I will not be on for a while because I am going to be down for a while after the surgery and apparently in a lot of pain! So I will give an update as soon as I can.
I pray that everyone has a wonderful Easter!!
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Take over...
So far 2011 has been a great year and there has been so many blessings in my life this year. I know a lot of changes are about to happen and I know that God has so much planned for my family . We thought that we were going to be going one way, but God had something else in mind for us, we are just not sure what he has in store for us. I am ready to see what he has been planning for us.
The past week has really opened my eyes that I am not in control of my life, but God is. We may have our whole life planned out for us, then God comes along and shows us a better more fulfilling life.
We just have to learn how to truly give up our own wants and step out on faith and know that God will provide us with a life that we could never give our selves.
I really don't handle change very well and I see God changing my life right before my eyes and I have my moments of weakness and question what God is trying to teach me. I know if I would just step back and allow Him to take control then I would be amazed with what he could do for my family.
I am going to try and give up my concerns and let God take over, allowing him to give my family the best life possible.
The past week has really opened my eyes that I am not in control of my life, but God is. We may have our whole life planned out for us, then God comes along and shows us a better more fulfilling life.
We just have to learn how to truly give up our own wants and step out on faith and know that God will provide us with a life that we could never give our selves.
I really don't handle change very well and I see God changing my life right before my eyes and I have my moments of weakness and question what God is trying to teach me. I know if I would just step back and allow Him to take control then I would be amazed with what he could do for my family.
I am going to try and give up my concerns and let God take over, allowing him to give my family the best life possible.
Sunday, April 3, 2011
Copy Cat...
I am beyond annoyed right now! So I am going to vent for a minute.
I have been blogging for almost 2 years and this is my way to get whatever I am feeling out and I love my feedback. Blogging is part of my life and it is very important to me.
Well about a month ago I was told ( well it was implied) that blogging is just a diary and that I need to be careful what I say in it or I will have to pay the consequence for what I right, and I did after I wrote a blog that person deleted me from facebook. I was pissed and pretty much done with this person because she thinks she the end all be all ( and she is not).
Well guess who is now blogging??? Yep you guessed it! She has now started her own blog!! After what she said to me and my fellow blogger's. I am so put out with this women! I just don't understand people sometimes! But I will say I hate when people say things and then turn around and do what they just put down... UGH
OK I am done venting! Thank You for listening ( or reading)!!
I hope you all have a blessed Sunday!!!
I have been blogging for almost 2 years and this is my way to get whatever I am feeling out and I love my feedback. Blogging is part of my life and it is very important to me.
Well about a month ago I was told ( well it was implied) that blogging is just a diary and that I need to be careful what I say in it or I will have to pay the consequence for what I right, and I did after I wrote a blog that person deleted me from facebook. I was pissed and pretty much done with this person because she thinks she the end all be all ( and she is not).
Well guess who is now blogging??? Yep you guessed it! She has now started her own blog!! After what she said to me and my fellow blogger's. I am so put out with this women! I just don't understand people sometimes! But I will say I hate when people say things and then turn around and do what they just put down... UGH
OK I am done venting! Thank You for listening ( or reading)!!
I hope you all have a blessed Sunday!!!
Saturday, April 2, 2011
The Scents of My Wonderful life...
So my life is in twinned with scents and it always has been. I am funny about scents I only burn certain smells at certain time of the years and I never mix to scents. It drives my bestie crazy! The first time she realized this was when we were shopping for candles and she had me smell pumpkin and I told her I couldn't burn that scent yet because it was the summer time. You should have seen her face!
Scents are the keepers of my memories. I have a memory locked away but as soon I smell something, the memory is unlocked and I am taken back.
Like today was a gorgeous day and you could just smell spring in the air. I walked outside and the wind was blowing and I could smell the flowers that just started to bloom somewhere and I was two years back thinking about how I was taking Elijah for walks at the duck pond early in the morning and how much I loved spending that time with him.
I have scents for everyone in my life and for the things that I have happened in my life, some great things and some not so great.
I cant smell the cologne Micheal Jordan because it makes me think of my childhood friends father that past. I was at walmart one day and this gentlemen walked by wearing that cologne and time stood still for me. I was 13 years old all over again and I was with my friends watching the movie Grease and Tom came running in singing along with the movie and dancing around. One of the best memories I have of Tom, when I was still young and things were so simple.
Another scent that takes me back to my youth is fresh cut grass. When I smell that in the air, I am on the softball field playing the game. I loved it!! The late night games, the sunflowers seeds, the chants we would yell. I can hear the laughing and the cheering. I had some of my best times out on the field.
I love when I walk into a salon and I smell the hair, shampoo and the chemicals for the coloring, it takes me back to me and bestie going and getting our hair done, I remember the first time I had bestie get her eyebrows and lip waxed!! OH lord I thought she was going to kill me!! Still makes me laugh!
The smell of popcorn and chocolate makes me think of all the endless talks we have had laying around watching sappy movies and playing the WII...
When I smell the scent of tuna it takes me back to the last time I got to see Mom ( my bestie mother)... She was an incredible women. The smell of books takes me to back when I fist met Mom and DR. They have been such a blessing in my life..
When I smell wet dirt it makes me think of my little sister playing in the sprinkler when she was 4 years old. She is now 13 and she is turning into such a young lady.
One of my favorite scents is Cinnamon, true cinnamon, not apple cinnamon. True cinnamon makes me think of my mother. I loved coming home in the winter because she would always be burning that scent and I loved walking in the door and feeling the heat hit me wrapping me in the scent of cinnamon. Another scent that makes me think of my mom is baby powder. When I was younger my mom would put baby powder on after her showers and when she would leave the bathroom, I would run into the bathroom and close the door trying to keep the scent of the hot water mixed with her shampoo and baby powder in and I would just stay in there till I could no longer smell it. I don't know if she ever knew if I did that, but I always loved how she smelled.
The smell of Copenhagen makes me think of my father. When I smell that scent it takes me back to when my dad was teaching me how to play Jim-rummy. Also the smell of canned Chicken and dumplings, oh my goodness the worst thing ever!! We still crack up about that!!!
The smell of Lime Beer takes me back to last summer when my brother came over and we talked on my front porch till 4 am! We hadn't talk that way in a really long time and I am so glad to have my brother back in my life.
The smells after a thunderstorm takes me back to the summer I got baptised at church camp. One of the best days of my life!
The scent of Cool-water perfume and Lucky cologne takes me back to the summer of 2002 in front of Jenny Reavis house in a red Pontiac where I received my first kiss from my future husband. Till this day when I smell those scents I am 17 years old all over again. Not knowing what God had in store for us.
The smell of Lysol takes me back to the day I found out I was pregnant with Elijah, and how over joyed I was to hear those words " Your pregnant"...
I love how scents are in my life because everyday is like a walk down memory lane for me and I love taking the time to stop and smell the roses and think about all the wonderful things I have in my life...
Scents are the keepers of my memories. I have a memory locked away but as soon I smell something, the memory is unlocked and I am taken back.
Like today was a gorgeous day and you could just smell spring in the air. I walked outside and the wind was blowing and I could smell the flowers that just started to bloom somewhere and I was two years back thinking about how I was taking Elijah for walks at the duck pond early in the morning and how much I loved spending that time with him.
I have scents for everyone in my life and for the things that I have happened in my life, some great things and some not so great.
I cant smell the cologne Micheal Jordan because it makes me think of my childhood friends father that past. I was at walmart one day and this gentlemen walked by wearing that cologne and time stood still for me. I was 13 years old all over again and I was with my friends watching the movie Grease and Tom came running in singing along with the movie and dancing around. One of the best memories I have of Tom, when I was still young and things were so simple.
Another scent that takes me back to my youth is fresh cut grass. When I smell that in the air, I am on the softball field playing the game. I loved it!! The late night games, the sunflowers seeds, the chants we would yell. I can hear the laughing and the cheering. I had some of my best times out on the field.
I love when I walk into a salon and I smell the hair, shampoo and the chemicals for the coloring, it takes me back to me and bestie going and getting our hair done, I remember the first time I had bestie get her eyebrows and lip waxed!! OH lord I thought she was going to kill me!! Still makes me laugh!
The smell of popcorn and chocolate makes me think of all the endless talks we have had laying around watching sappy movies and playing the WII...
When I smell the scent of tuna it takes me back to the last time I got to see Mom ( my bestie mother)... She was an incredible women. The smell of books takes me to back when I fist met Mom and DR. They have been such a blessing in my life..
When I smell wet dirt it makes me think of my little sister playing in the sprinkler when she was 4 years old. She is now 13 and she is turning into such a young lady.
One of my favorite scents is Cinnamon, true cinnamon, not apple cinnamon. True cinnamon makes me think of my mother. I loved coming home in the winter because she would always be burning that scent and I loved walking in the door and feeling the heat hit me wrapping me in the scent of cinnamon. Another scent that makes me think of my mom is baby powder. When I was younger my mom would put baby powder on after her showers and when she would leave the bathroom, I would run into the bathroom and close the door trying to keep the scent of the hot water mixed with her shampoo and baby powder in and I would just stay in there till I could no longer smell it. I don't know if she ever knew if I did that, but I always loved how she smelled.
The smell of Copenhagen makes me think of my father. When I smell that scent it takes me back to when my dad was teaching me how to play Jim-rummy. Also the smell of canned Chicken and dumplings, oh my goodness the worst thing ever!! We still crack up about that!!!
The smell of Lime Beer takes me back to last summer when my brother came over and we talked on my front porch till 4 am! We hadn't talk that way in a really long time and I am so glad to have my brother back in my life.
The smells after a thunderstorm takes me back to the summer I got baptised at church camp. One of the best days of my life!
The scent of Cool-water perfume and Lucky cologne takes me back to the summer of 2002 in front of Jenny Reavis house in a red Pontiac where I received my first kiss from my future husband. Till this day when I smell those scents I am 17 years old all over again. Not knowing what God had in store for us.
The smell of Lysol takes me back to the day I found out I was pregnant with Elijah, and how over joyed I was to hear those words " Your pregnant"...
I love how scents are in my life because everyday is like a walk down memory lane for me and I love taking the time to stop and smell the roses and think about all the wonderful things I have in my life...
Sunday, March 27, 2011
80 questions of randomness ...
1. This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?
I don't know, guess we will see
2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
Duran
3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
Sure was!
4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
Thomas around 12:00
7. What are you excited for?
Going to six flags in April!
8. What were you doing yesterday?
laundry and cleaning
9. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
Elijah
10. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Starbucks drink
11. Have a best friend?
Yes
12. Are you scared to fall in love?
No
13. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
Yes
14. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
mmmm I am not saying...
15. What time is it right this second?
5:41 pm
16. What do you want right now?
not real sure
17. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Amanda at church
18. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
taken
19. When was the last time you cried?
Friday
20. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
yes
21. Do you find it hard to trust others?
sometimes
22. How fast does your mind change?
never, wait all the time!
23. I bet you miss somebody right now.
I absolutely do.
24. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
Yes
25. Why do you think so many people cheat?
Because they are selfish and stupid!
26. Tell me what's on your mind?
If Thomas will get a letter from Yukon.
27. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
Thomas vacation , six flags and getting my tonsils out!
28. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Yep
29. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
Just now
30. When is your next road trip?
April
31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
yes
32. How's your heart?
Perfect
33. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
many times
34. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
yes
35. What are you planning on doing after this?
Eating Pizza and watching Nick open his gifts
37. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
Yep.
38. Who do you not get along with?
My in laws
39. what does you 3rd recent text say?
thank you for putting up with me I love you
40. What are you wearing right now?
Jeans and a shirt
41. You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, how is it?
Amazing!!!
42. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
Last month
43. What're your fave boys and girls name right now?
I don't know
44. How did you feel when you woke up?
good, just still sleepy!
45. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
I am with the two people who I would want to text me so I am good.
46. Do you crack your knuckles?
all the time
47. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
writing in my journal
48. What are your LEGAL initials?
HMD
49. Who's the first M in your contacts?
Molly
50. when was the last time you laughed really hard?
Yesterday when Thomas thought he broke his toe
51. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
Of course!!
52. Last awkward moment?
not real sure
53. Are you afraid of the dark?
No
54. Do you have good vision?
yep
55. Have you ever tripped someone?
Not intentionally.
56. Have you ever slapped someone?
Yes.
57. Are you Irish?
No clue
58. Do you use chap stick?
Yes
59. Do you have any scars?
Yes
60. Is there someone you will never forgive?
yes
61. Are you dating the person you last held hands with?
I am married to him
62. Name the last person to text you?
Thomas
63. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
No
64. Can you go in public looking like you do?
Yep
65. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a J?
Yes
66. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
depends if Thomas is working
67. Whats the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
Get my hair and nails done!
68. What's one huge pet peeve?
Slow driver!
69. Last one to put their arms around you in the last 5 days?
Thomas
70. Do you miss the way things used to be?
Sometimes.
71. Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you?
Yes
72. Song You're thinking of right now?
Come home
73. Want someone back in your life?
yes
74. Will tomorrow be better than today?
Today was a great day but tomorrow I took off and Thomas is off so I am pretty happy about that!!
75. What’s the color of you’re shirt you are wearing?
Grey
76. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
Yes
77. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
Good Yes!!
78.Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
Well I am married and that is pretty easy to understand!
79.Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
I am very happy until you make me mad!
80. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
He already is (:
I don't know, guess we will see
2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
Duran
3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
Sure was!
4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
Thomas around 12:00
7. What are you excited for?
Going to six flags in April!
8. What were you doing yesterday?
laundry and cleaning
9. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
Elijah
10. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Starbucks drink
11. Have a best friend?
Yes
12. Are you scared to fall in love?
No
13. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
Yes
14. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
mmmm I am not saying...
15. What time is it right this second?
5:41 pm
16. What do you want right now?
not real sure
17. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Amanda at church
18. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
taken
19. When was the last time you cried?
Friday
20. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
yes
21. Do you find it hard to trust others?
sometimes
22. How fast does your mind change?
never, wait all the time!
23. I bet you miss somebody right now.
I absolutely do.
24. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
Yes
25. Why do you think so many people cheat?
Because they are selfish and stupid!
26. Tell me what's on your mind?
If Thomas will get a letter from Yukon.
27. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
Thomas vacation , six flags and getting my tonsils out!
28. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Yep
29. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
Just now
30. When is your next road trip?
April
31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
yes
32. How's your heart?
Perfect
33. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
many times
34. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
yes
35. What are you planning on doing after this?
Eating Pizza and watching Nick open his gifts
37. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
Yep.
38. Who do you not get along with?
My in laws
39. what does you 3rd recent text say?
thank you for putting up with me I love you
40. What are you wearing right now?
Jeans and a shirt
41. You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, how is it?
Amazing!!!
42. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
Last month
43. What're your fave boys and girls name right now?
I don't know
44. How did you feel when you woke up?
good, just still sleepy!
45. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
I am with the two people who I would want to text me so I am good.
46. Do you crack your knuckles?
all the time
47. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
writing in my journal
48. What are your LEGAL initials?
HMD
49. Who's the first M in your contacts?
Molly
50. when was the last time you laughed really hard?
Yesterday when Thomas thought he broke his toe
51. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
Of course!!
52. Last awkward moment?
not real sure
53. Are you afraid of the dark?
No
54. Do you have good vision?
yep
55. Have you ever tripped someone?
Not intentionally.
56. Have you ever slapped someone?
Yes.
57. Are you Irish?
No clue
58. Do you use chap stick?
Yes
59. Do you have any scars?
Yes
60. Is there someone you will never forgive?
yes
61. Are you dating the person you last held hands with?
I am married to him
62. Name the last person to text you?
Thomas
63. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
No
64. Can you go in public looking like you do?
Yep
65. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a J?
Yes
66. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
depends if Thomas is working
67. Whats the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
Get my hair and nails done!
68. What's one huge pet peeve?
Slow driver!
69. Last one to put their arms around you in the last 5 days?
Thomas
70. Do you miss the way things used to be?
Sometimes.
71. Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you?
Yes
72. Song You're thinking of right now?
Come home
73. Want someone back in your life?
yes
74. Will tomorrow be better than today?
Today was a great day but tomorrow I took off and Thomas is off so I am pretty happy about that!!
75. What’s the color of you’re shirt you are wearing?
Grey
76. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
Yes
77. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
Good Yes!!
78.Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
Well I am married and that is pretty easy to understand!
79.Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
I am very happy until you make me mad!
80. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
He already is (:
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