Friday, January 29, 2010

Mermaid or Whale?

My best friend sent this to me and I just wanted to post it!! Makes you think!!!




Recently, in a large city in Australia ,a poster featuring a young, thin and tan woman appeared in the window of a gym.It said, "This summer,do you want to be a mermaid or a whale?"
A middle-aged woman,whose physical characteristics did not match those of the woman on the poster,responded publicly to the questionposed by the gym.
To Whom It May Concern,Whales are always surrounded by friends (dolphins, sea lions, curious humans.)They have an active sex life,get pregnant and have adorable baby whales. They have a wonderful time with dolphins stuffing themselves with shrimp.They play and swim in the seas,seeing wonderful places like Patagonia ,the Bering Seaand the coral reefs of Polynesia .Whales are wonderful singersand have even recorded CDs.They are incredible creaturesand virtually have no predatorsother than humans.They are loved, protected and admiredby almost everyone in the world.
Mermaids don't exist.If they did exist,they would be lining up outside the officesof Argentinean psychoanalystsdue to identity crisis. Fish or human?They don't have a sex life because they kill men who get close to them, not to mention how could they have sex?Just look at them ... where is IT?Therefore, they don't have kids either.Not to mention,who wants to get close to a girl who smellslike a fish store?
The choice is perfectly clear to me:I want to be a whale.
P..S. We are in an age when media puts into our heads the idea that only skinny people are beautiful, but I prefer to enjoy an ice cream with my kids, a good dinner with a man who makes me shiver, and a piece of chocolate with my friends.With time, we gain weightbecause we accumulate so much information and wisdom in our headst hat when there is no more room,it distributes out to the rest of our bodies.So we aren't heavy,we are enormously cultured,educated and happy.Beginning today,when I look at my butt in the mirror I will think, ¨Good grief, look how smart I am!¨

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Baby Blues.....

So for the past 2 years have been great with my little boy and I am so blessed to have such a wonderful and loving son. But I am ready for another baby Elijah will be three years old in July and I wanted another child by now and I don't see that happening anytime soon. I loved being pregnant and I love babies and children. My fear is we are going to wait to long and it not going to happen for me. I am trying to lose weight so I can be healthy when I do get pregnant again and for my son so they can have their mom around! I feel like what is the point right now if I am not going to have another baby soon, but I know I don't just need to be healthy for just being pregnant. I'm just really annoyed that we are going to be putting off for another year or maybe even longer!!! UGH!! I don't want 7 years between my children!!! I am just depressed over this topic and I really worried that I wont have anymore children. All I ever wanted was a house full of children... I just don't know anymore....

Friday, January 15, 2010

Going Out!!

I am super excited about tomorrow night!! Going out with the girls!! and I am going to get a break from son all day!!!! It has been a while since I haven't had Elijah, Thomas has Fri and sat off now so it is great!!! I already figured with my points what I am going to get and what i can drink so that is done (:
Doing laundry right now and after dinner I am going to clean up the house so I don't have to worry about it tomorrow. Going to be a great day!!!!

Monday, January 11, 2010

Midnights...

My husband went to midnights last night and he is suppose to be home at 7 am and well he is still not home and pulled a car over and it had drugs in it. So he is just now booking in his evidence and doing his report so he won't be home for a few more hours... This shift is going to be hard to get use to for a while. He was worried that he wouldn't get into anything on midnights well he was totally wrong!
Anyways I am on week 2 of weight watchers and I have lost 2 pounds! I am going to need to start working out so I can lose more weight!!!! I also have gone a WHOLE week with out a coke whoo hooo go me!!! Well I have alot to do today and I am going to try and get most of it done before he comes home so I can keep the house quite today while he is sleeping... Have a great week!!!

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Ch. Frozen Yogurt!!!!

I have been doing really good this past week. Tomorrow get to weigh and see how much I have lost. I think I have done good. Yesterday we ate out for the first time all week and we had chines and I at all of my points and I had to dip into my weekly points but I still have 18 weekly points left let me tell ya I was thrilled. I realized something yesterday was when you are changing your eating habits your whole body is changing. I have been dizzy and just right now tired and just feeling BLAH and I think that was the coke, well last night we went to go get some ch. frozen yogurt and well they didn't have any so they gave up vanilla which I don't like, I had a major melt down!!! I don't know what was wrong with me all I wanted all day was some ch. frozen yogurt not freaking VANILLA so after me and my husband got in a huge fight I realized that it had nothing to do with the yogurt, I have been PMSing and stressed out about what to do with my son and for some reason that yogurt just pushed me over the edge. I look back and God do I feel stupid. I knew something was going to happen sooner or later since I have been so depressed these past couple of day. So after I took my shower and ate dinner and calmed down, my loving husband went to another store and got me some ch. frozen yogurt. I am very luck to have a man like him as a husband he loves me for who I am and he knows me better then anyone in this world. So the night ended better then I thought I got my yogurt and the best man in the world! What else can a girl ask for???

Friday, January 8, 2010

Soo...

So far I have been doing really good on my weight watchers! The first two days were a killer with out my coke but I am doing OK today I think one more week and I will be just fine with out it. I haven't been able to walk yet since it has been really cold outside, they even cancelled school because it was so cold and we also lost power for a while! but anyways I have cooked everyday this week all three meals thank you very much!! we have not eaten out once this week which is like a big deal!!! I have been craving pizza so maybe next week I will treat my self to some cheese pizza! Thomas is about to go to midnights this Sunday and so we will be able to eat dinner together now which make me so very happy! I have been looking up recipes for the past couple of days which is really not the best thing to do when you are trying to eat better LOL!!!!
Going to go clean the baby's room!!!

Monday, January 4, 2010

Today

I am starting weight watchers!!! went to the store and got some healthy food, drank my coke yesterday for the last time I really hope I am not to cranky with out it but I will over come it!!! I will let you know how I am doing!!!